I think it's beginning to dawn on me that in a month and a half I'm going to be making a drastic change in my life and that maybe this change is something I've got to face head on because the buffer of days is dwindling.
I'm going to be quitting my job in a month and a half that has enabled me a steady, somewhat comfortable life while still being able to afford paying for school.
I'll be going to school full-time in April and only working part-time. I gave up a possible steady career of teaching Elementary school just when I was thisclose to having my degree to, instead, get a degree in Film where any job would be cool but it could be a hundred times more risky.
I'm going to be moving to a whole new city and have to start over again by looking for a place to live, and work, and carve out a security niche that will enable me to achieve everything I want to do.
It will be hard. Maybe only some of it will be easy, but in the end it is going to be worth it.
By moving I will be closer to my family, The Pilot will be closer to his family.
We will be happier.
I think the happiness we will gain by far outweighs any obstacles or trials we may face in 2012.
Because in the end, we all just want to be happy.